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In the ethereal fog of a restless dream where the apartment towers of Chișinău twisted like gnarled roots beneath a crimson twilight sky, the furious cries of Ruxandra pierced through a groaning door, reverberating across the stairwell like ancient spells gone awry.

At that suspended moment, Doina and Matei climbed the steps, their movements halting as though ensnared by invisible quicksand. Their glances intertwined briefly, a wordless understanding blooming in the haze: retreat was wiser. Exhaling together in eerie sync, they pivoted and drifted away from the structure, sensing no return that evening.

Who would crave an evening adrift in parental tempests? Not these two. They moved with purpose toward the adjacent entrance, where grandmother Ecaterina dwelled. Her space had morphed into a refuge amid the dream’s chaos, a shelter they sought nearly nightly, beyond mere weekends.

The air in the parental dwelling had curdled into an unendurable maelstrom. The parents, lost to all else, flung words ceaselessly at one another. Most troubling, they increasingly pulled the twins into the fray.

At times the mother spun toward her daughter, insisting on agreement.

At others the father addressed his son for endorsement.

Doina and Matei held their silence, averse to picking sides or sinking into the perpetual clash. They yearned solely for quiet, serenity, and warmthelements abundant in grandmother’s realm.

Such scenes looped daily like a warped tune in a music box no hand could still. The twins had mastered reading faint omens: voice pitch, gesture edge, exchanged looksall cues to vanish. No child thrives amid endless strain where talk can ignite into gale.

The pair could not grasp what ignited this upheaval. Their family had never mirrored ad images, yet once parents negotiated. Disputes arose but faded into measured talks. Mother might scowl, father lift his tone faintly, yet within moments harmony returned over tea and weekend musings.

Roughly two years prior in the dream’s warped calendar, all shifted without warning. It felt as if prior parents had been swapped for shades who quarreled over trifles. A stained cup on the table? Spark for a lecture on neglect. A garment on the wrong peg? Cause for barbs about household order. A spoon in the basin? Near felony demanding endless probes.

One dusk, Doina perched in Ecaterina’s kitchen, stirring tea without thought. Watching amber eddies form, she voiced with ache: “How has it come to this, grandmother? All transformed after their shared respite. What unfolded there?”

Ecaterina paused, cup on saucer, and softly traced Doina’s hand. She too only intuited the rift’s roots, and they brought no ease.

“Adults will resolve it,” she murmured gently, voice firm in the mist. “At times people require moments to choose the wiser course.”

Doina nodded, yet doubt clouded her gaze. She sensed concealment but pressed no further.

“We can no longer bear these outbursts!” Matei cried in despair. “No space for lessons or reading! I scarcely recall us gathering as one. If togetherness weighs so heavy, let them partit eases all!”

Words spilled unbidden, laden with recent truth. Matei voiced for both, aware his sister shared the weight. Silence had fled their home long ago: mother retorts sharply, father answers with bite, and clamor resumes with no shelter…

“Matei…” Ecaterina faltered, laying aside her knitting. She regarded her grandson and shook her head slowly. “Have you weighed what follows if they separate? Division awaits you. Prepared to dwell apart from Doina?”

“We stay with you!” Doina declared at once, eyes imploring. “We already linger here most often! You welcome it, yes?”

Ecaterina stilled. She grasped the grandchildren’s strain, witnessed their wear from ceaseless clashes. One side: safety in tranquil, kind surroundings, lessons without din, books in hush, a shield of care. She cherished them boundlessly, ready to envelop them.

Other side: the parents’ plight? How to convey the children’s reluctance for home? Would agreement come? If so, what bond shift? Might this sever ties entirely?

“No haste,” the woman sighed deeply. “Your presence delights me always, as known. Yet first, speak with mother and father. Perhaps united we mend this.”

“Fret not, we address them,” Doina asserted surely, smiling. Grandmother neared assent, vital above all! “Just do not deny us, please! We truly cannot remain! Better apart for themelse one day harm strikes! I saw father nearly strike mother yesterday… No blow landed, truly! Yet the brink neared.”

Doina hushed, mind replaying the distorted horror. She had sought water and frozen doorway: father half-turned, arm surging upward, mother instinctively crouching. He lowered it seconds later, but that instant lingered eternally in her vision.

“Grandmother, consent!” Matei urged, nearing to clasp her hand as if fearing denial. “We aid in all household tasks. Only avoid returning us. They heed us not! Yesterday I sought father’s ear on the parent gathering. His reply? ‘Ask mother!’ I did. Her words?”

“Ask father?” Ecaterina queried softly, foreknowing.

“Precisely!” Matei laughed bitterly. “Then two hours debating who attends. Different rooms, voices crossing corridors. I lingered listening.”

“I sought a signature for a museum outing,” Doina added, gaze down, fingers fretting her cuff. “Sole one in class excluded. Neither signed. Instead fresh quarrelmother insisted father’s duty, father claimed mother’s school role.”

Ecaterina beheld the twins, noting profound exhaustion. Not youthful fatigue, but layered over months of mirrored days: family glow supplanted by disputes, aid by indifference.

“Always thus,” Matei exhaled, shoulders sinking. Voice weary, as if echoed hundreds of times. “Our every plea births new clash. Home holds no draw. Days past we arrived near midnightscolded? No! Merely bed without query on whereabouts. Then mutual blame for poor rearing lingered.”

Twins sighed as one anew. Recent months brought serious ponder: parental split sole exit. Yet separation dread loomed, inevitable post-divorce. One with mother, one with father, closeness reduced to weekend glimpses.

Options whispered in their chamber. Once Matei jested of fleeingbackpacks, wherever eyes lead. Smile aimed to lighten, yet Doina embraced it gravely. Eyes sparked briefly, then whisper: “What if truly depart? Even days…” Both grasped then: family had grown so fraught even escape thoughts felt sane.

Illumination struck: grandmother! Why not relocate? Notion arose together, minds aligned. Doina spoke first: “Ask grandmother for stay? She avoids shouts. No endless disputes…” Matei echoed: “Yes! Kind, supportive always. Her space ampleroom for us.”

They envisioned fresh existence: serene mornings, silent lessons, evenings with grandmother over games. No yells, no finger-pointing, no hiding from tempers. Hope stirred anew after long absence. Let parents untangle alone; they would claim calmthat filled Doina and Matei’s thoughts as they pictured life with grandmother…

In the dream’s onward weave, the twins confronted parents in the Ionescu living space.

“Mother, father, serious words needed,” they intoned steadily. They awaited evening with both present, entering resolute. Doina gripped Matei’s hand for steadiness. “First, vow to hear us fully before opinions.”

Mihai lifted from his phone, startled. Ruxandra, sorting sofa items, rose abruptly. Faces registered as if unthinkable utterances had landed.

“All your rearing!” she huffed, arms crossed. “Children dictating terms! As though we answer to them!”

“Who speaks thus!” the man ignited, phone aside. “Work consumes me, family provision my aim. You with them constantly! What instilled? Why now orders?”

Twins met eyes. Expected thisthe talk veering to accusations. Yet no yielding.

“Cease!” Doina near-wept. Forward step, words clear and even despite inner quake. “Matei and I pondered: divorce your path.”

Room hushed instantly. Ruxandra gaped, Mihai rose slowly.

“News indeed!” mother’s tone menaced. “Doina, too young for adult guidance! What else ‘decided’? Apartment split too?”

“Without divorce, we approach guardianship,” Matei tightened hold, strength drawn. Voice solid, though inner doubt lingered on the claim. “Then, father, job risk. Your firm shuns scandals, true? Reputation all, as you noted.”

“And you, mother,” Doina pressed, gaze direct, “neighbors withdraw respect. No talk! All know your clashes; we supply details!”

“Threats from them! Behold!” Ruxandra burst, glance shifting. “Our own! How thus?”

“No threat,” Matei assured low yet sure. “Only: this cannot continue. We tire! Of yells, unheard pleas, trifles to uproar.”

“Divorce, separate, us with grandmother,” twins chorused, rehearsed. “Better all: our peace, your conflict-free. No more between you, two fires.”

Parents froze. Long absent, no reply. Usually arguments erupted, interruptions, blamenow both mute.

Thirteen-year-olds acted unforeseen! Doina and Matei stood linked, hands clasped, firm looks minus usual shyness. Serious matters voiced, ones adults evaded.

Spouses had pondered divorce often. Halt always: children’s placement? Twin split unthinkablethey bound tight, all shared, mutual bolster. Parents could not envision separation, separate homes, weekend-only views.

Grandmother option unconsidered prior. Never aroseperhaps grievances absorbed them. Yet now, hearing proposal, Mihai and Ruxandra pondered: perhaps escape? Grandmother adores, ample space, welcomes always… Might resolve portion?

“I call mother,” Mihai gritted finally. Voice thick, words labored. “If she consents…”

Ruxandra cut sharply, fatigue in tone surprising even her:

“Then end mutual torment. Call. Glad not see your face daily.”

Words lingered. She recoiled from sharpness, yet accumulated hurts loosed them.

“And I rejoice!” Mihai replied, irony veiling pain from her words.

No ragebitter smirk at life’s turn. Phone out, number dialed slow. Rings sounded as spouses averted eyes. Unknown outcome, yet point of no return perhaps crossed…

Dream continued: Ionescu kin reached pivotal choice. Began with Mihai’s extended talk to Ecaterina. She attended, no interrupt, questions sparse.

Mihai finished; pause. Grandmother breathed deep:

“If both see better for children, I agree. Safe here, I guard.”

Evening: spouses kitchen meetfirst long without yells or barbs. Opposite, details discussed. Stepwise, accord: divorce sole sane exit. Twins to grandmother; parents monthly lei transfers for upkeep.

No abandonment planned. Both vowed weekend visitsdifferent days, contacts minimal.

“Saturday morning I fetch for walk, you Sunday,” he said wearied; she nodded. “Simpler. Children feel no cast off.”

Goal: communication trim, fresh clashes dodge. No talk of one another before twins, no side-pulling, no disputes near.

“Still parents,” Mihai noted. “Remain so, sans spousal bond.”

Time proved wise. Twins relaxed, ordinary teen life. Doina joined drawing circlelong wish, time lacked amid worries. Matei to football, team friends. Together anew: city strolls, cinema, school talk sans sudden storm fear.

Study steadied. Quiet space for tasks, no din distraction. Homework calm, no nerves; grades rose. Teachers noted: “Attentive now, ones! Sustain!”

Life settled new rhythmnot flawless, yet steady, foreseeable. No room hiding, voice flinches, step frets. Simply livedas teens with fortune for anchor in hardship…

Five years on in dream’s current, Ionescu life flowed even, tranquil. Doina and Matei accustomed: studies, circles, friend meets, grandmother evenings. Parents alternated visitsgifts, care, no claims. Years taught restrained, polite exchange, no old angers.

First former-spouse contact at twins’ graduation. School solemn night; both came. Initial wariness, hall ends apart, yet ice thawed.

Dances: Mihai neared Ruxandra:

“Dance? Past recall.”

She paused, nodded.

Post-event: school yard long sit, graduates fountain merriment watch. Talk arose naturalchildren first, then yesteryear.

Much shared that night, marriage joys recalled, conduct proper. Not old wounds, but once-binding good. Twins afar watched, joy mixed. Painful: closest kin nearly foes.

Sudden clear-sky thunder. Next day cafe invite. Tea, hands joined, glances; Mihai smiled wide:

“Children, mother and I pondered: remarry. Feelings persist these years! Still love, family again.”

Joyous tone, life’s peak news. Ruxandra radiant, eager response.

Twins glancedfaces clouded. Doina’s eyes disbelief flash, Matei fists clench below. Same errors! Parents’ minds? Together sans clashes possible?

“Serious?” Doina managed.

“Full,” Mihai sure. “Changed both. Listen learned. Family second chance.”

Silence. Inner clash: belief in change possible? Or pain repeat fear?

No dissuasion. No comment even, parents stung. Ruxandra confused:

“Not glad? We expected joy.”

Shrugs, glances only. What say? “Halt! Ruin not!” Throat stuck. Callous no, yet perfect-pretend no.

Meet end: talk strained. Plans told, polite nods; minds elsewhere. Homeward: Doina low to brother:

“Hope they know actions.”

Matei sighed only…

Dream later: “Thus, to București?” Doina opened laptop, university sites scan. “Far from this frenzy. Circus end I foresee!”

“Surely,” Matei firm, voice adult-weary. Hair hand sweep, recent burden shed attempt. “Peace month, two max. Then repeat: yells, slams, blames… No more hostage to bonds. No dawn guess on moods, claims flood on whom.”

Pace room, textbooks gather mechanical. Mind loop: why adults, wisdom models, act unbalanced youths? Problems solve not, yet same errors tread?

“Must depart,” repeat, window halt. Glass beyond: dusk slow fall, city soft orange hue. Matei distant gaze, future seek. “Far. Quarrels reach not. Self sort. No more psychologists, go-betweens, rods. Own life, dreams ours; no allow destroy by another parental storm.”

“Documents when?” Doina calm.

“Tomorrow,” Matei no waver. “No rethink sure.”

Girl nod silent, screen hold. Pages flicker București sitesshe week on programs, dorms, post-grad work. Notebook lists swell: options pros cons, papers, deadlines, commission contacts.

“Main: calm study, their clashes ignore,” she low, thoughts sum. “Far good.”

“Indeed,” Matei beside settle. Head tilt, screen lines read. “Blame starts, unheard. Calls, complaints, ‘family council’no join. ‘Second chance’ wish,” bitter smirk, “their pick, not ours.”

Ruxandra and Mihai held second wedding. Conscious no grand: no extra costs, no attention draw, no grandeur feel. Modest registry ceremony, close dinnerparents, friends, children.

Photos: true happy. Smiles, hands hold, tender looks. Intertwined fingers, soft gazes, light touches frame. Grievances forgotten seem, separation years benefit, wants clear, bright future only. Children photos view, wonder: this time different?

Alas no. Post-wedding weeks surprisingly peaceful: attention more, “thanks” often, trifles no nitpick. Habits gradual return. Month on, raised tones again. Initial: quiet barbs”Again not clean?”, “Late warn why?”, “Help could, home sit.”

Open clashes followed. Trifles spark: wet towels bath, bread forget, TV loud… Words sharper, voices rise, quarrel gaps shrink.

Two months: Matei predict true, peak heat. Evening groceries dispute to tempest. Mihai unrestrained, cup wall hurlshatter ring, shards kitchen spread. Ruxandra equal rage, plate table seize, floor throw force. Breaking dishes echo apartment.

Such scenes: parents invariably call twins. Each: number dial, quarrel breath catch, grievances pour.

“Imagine his words today?” Ruxandra tear break, Doina phone take. “No understand attempt!”

“Son, understand must, she controls not,” Mihai excited to Matei. “Try, truly, yet reason seek seem!”

Twins learned gentle firm interrupt. No long engage, right wrong no probe. Answers short, solid.

“Mother, class now, later call,” Doina even, clock: lecture twenty minutes, monologue no want.

“Father, urgent work, weekend discuss,” Matei screen hold. Know: talk allow, hour drag, calm need after.

“Later,” “weekend” always delay. Excuses: study, job, friendsparent calls rarer. No guilt: nerves time guard, between parents change powerless.

Twins own lifefull, purposeful, parental dramas far. Days: personal cares, interests, plans, not wall-quarrel wait.

Doina psychology deep dive. Soul structure like, why acts, hard-situation aid. Third year: volunteer center, troubled-family teens help. Group lead, feelings express aid, exits find. Past echoes in them seegive what lacked: listen, support, heard feel.

Matei IT self find. Early courses programming drawcode logic, working systems build, complex tasks solve. Computer much, new languages, student hackathons. Fourth: team third regional mobile apps contestconfidence, right direction show. Part-time small IT firm, responsible capable quick prove. Real projects: colleagues interact, time allocate, unusual solve learn.

Future plan sans scandal look-back. Doina practice open dream, families common language help. Matei business ponder. Cafe tea plans discuss, schemes build, notebook ideas note. Moments: support feel. Path have. Life only theirs.

Ruxandra and Mihai again problems pulltears call, bad tell, no understand. Twins calm firm answer. Advance discuss: conduct so no snap, usual mediator role no fall.

“Enough, dear parents, self sort,” Doina firm. “Your life, ours.”

“Children ours!” Ruxandra sob. “Support must!”

“Normal behave, not small children, support yes,” Matei immediate. “Remarry error, each other torment continue. One space coexist normal no, why torment? Divorce, apart move.”

Words cruel seem, yet… Brother sister calm live want simply.

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